I'm sorry

So everything we've been is put on hold. The 10 months we've been together is on a pause.

I was so stupid. I'm so stupid.

I still love you so much, but I'm a horrible person. I'm a terrible person. I'm a monster. I can't let someone I love be with a monster.

So during this break, I'll work on getting rid of the monster. I'll be the girl I was when we first met. I'll turn back to the person I was before I came to college.

I'm sorry this is all my fault. I'm sorry I hurt you so much. I'm sorry, I'm just sorry.

And thank you, for being my best friend. For being the best person. For being the nicest guy. Thank you for waiting.

In the end, I'll figure it out. I'll find a way.

I'll do whatever it takes.