He hates me

I finally figured out why you were and are so mad at me.

And I have to complain, how was I supposed to know? I forgot everything from that night. I didn't know I made a girl cry. I didn't know what I did.

But I'm still going to say, I'm sorry. I am.

I was naive, I didn't know anything. My mind was young, and I have not yet learned how to deal with it. I don't know how to deal with this situation. I have never been hated this much. Can you blame me? I guess now I know how it feels to be hated, to be ignored, to be avoided, to be talked about.

You were a great friend. I loved being around you. You were a great person.

I guess I'll stay away from you now. I'm sorry for screwing up. It won't happen again.