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Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Songs Make Me Remember Things

Do you remember that time when you were really angsty and emo and you were in junior high or middle school? Remember the songs you listened back then? If you listen to them now, do you get the exact feelings back, all over again?

If you don't, I guess this doesn't apply to you. I get the rush of emotions all over again.


All The Things She Said by tAtU
Freshmen year. I remember feeling confused and mentally lost. I remember fully depending on one person, then carrying that to someone else. I trusted people, I ga
ve them all I had. But I could never find one person who actually stuck around. Kind of makes my heart ache because I miss looking around frantically and being a high school freshmen.

Breathe by Anna Nalick
When I really got into guitar. I played day and night. And this was basically the only song I could play, along with some Christian songs I learned in Japan. I played this everyday for a month. That's all I did. I ate dinner, took a shower, and played guitar till I went to sleep. Makes me realize how much time I had in the beginning of Senior year.

Autobiography by Ashlee Simpson
In the course of 2 weeks, I listened to this song more than 140 times. My family drove from California to New York, and this Ashlee Simpson CD was the only music I brought. M
y sister and I put it on repeat the whole time. My family, we drove from place to place, looking for hotels or just any place to sleep, while trying to get to New York in time. Reminds me of chaotic freedom.

Never Alone by Barlow Girls
Japan. I went on a Christian Missions to Japan in the summer of 2008. We made a skit with this song, and personally, I thought it was amazing. No words, just actions. And we all know actions speak louder than words. It touched me, and I cried the first time I saw it. Reminds me of... my very Christian self back in the summer.

Where is the Love
by Black Eyed Peas
Somebody used this song in 10th grade World History class
project. This is the only song I remember, out of 30 songs. And this is the only song my class liked. Reminds me of how boring my class was (sorry mister teacher, if you're reading).

Everytime by Britney Spears
I hate this song. It leaves me this feeling of emptiness and this eerie feeling. I don't like the melody. I don't like her voice. I don't like the video. It creeps me out a lot.

Fighter by Christina Aguilera

I took dance lessons in 7th grade. We made a dance to this song for our recital, but changed a week before the performance. It was a good dance, and I have no idea why my teacher decided to change. Oh, how young I was back then. Oh, how I did not care about anything in the world. I miss that feeling.

Banana Pancakes by Jack Johnson
I realized I had a crush on my to-be-boyfriend. He let me listen to this song from his mp3 the same week I figured out I liked him. Whenever I listen to this song, I'll always think of him (as corny as it sounds, it's true).

I'm Yours
by Jason Mraz
So I had a crush on my to-be-boyfriend, and this was my favorite song back then. It gives me a happy feeling. It makes me smile. This is a good song.

Daughters by John Mayer

I asked my friend for song suggestions. She had over 2000 songs. She suggested this one, probably because she knew my family background. I think she tried to make me feel better. It helped. She's a wonderful friend, and this is a wonderful song. It kind of reminds me of hope.

So Kiss Me by Katie Melua

Alright the original is done by New Found Glory, but I
like this one better. It's singable. The original was too fast and I just could not catch up with it. I found this song a bit late, but nonetheless, still had mesmerized me with it's overly cute lyrics. I guess it's what I always look for. A very story-like, cute, romantic and a bit cheesy love.

Breakaway by Kelly Clarkson

So I got to New York from California. Right away, I knew I did not belong. I sang this song throughout all of 8th grade, because this song and I, we just knew we were meant for each other from the beginning. New York was so different. It wasn't really hard trying to fit in and make friends, but this song reminds me of how uncomfortable I felt during 8th grade. I wanted to go home. I'm listening to it now. I want to go home, to California.


Everything by Michael Buble
with the accents and all
Another boyfriend song. I said it like it doesn't mean anything, but it does. I don't remember when he sent the link to me, but I remember we went to the Apple store one day, and decided to test out those new iPod nanos. The one we listened to was playing this song. It makes me warm and smile.

Savin' Me by Nickelback

I would not have found Nickeback if it wasn't for this song I randomly found on a fanfiction website that I never go to, except for that one occasion, because I was bored and I wanted to read something to fill my brain. I clicked on something random, and the author/blogger had a link to this song on YouTube, with a story that followed. I was very touched by the lyrics and searched for more of Nickelback songs. I fell in love. This song, and all the rest of their songs remind me that life is... life. I've got to live it.

Go With The Flow
by Queens of Stone Age
My friend in California. I can't go into details. Whenever I listen to this song, I kind of feel shameful. It's similar to the feeling I got in freshmen year, just in different emotions.

Agni Kai by The Track Team

Reminds me of an anime/manga/cartoon/comic geek I used to be. I still am to some degree, just not as severe.



image from Bing.com. psst, it's going to take over the world.

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