Gimme a Punching Bag

For my next birthday present, a punching bag would be really nice. I can then stop ripping at my blankets when I'm angry, and start punching and kicking the bag. In the end, it would save a lot of money, and would probably make me a little more violent.

But really, I hate it when I'm angry and I don't have anything to let it out on. Different people use different methods. Some people eat, some draw, some cry, some cut themselves, some play games, some swim, some run, some bake, some rip papers, some bite their blankets.

I've tried several. I don't like any of the methods, except for swimming and ripping up papers. Except after I rip papers, I have to clean them up. And that makes me even more angry. And my neighborhood pool decided to stop loving me and close itself.

Which leads me to wishing for a punching bag.

It would be so nice if I could tape a face onto it and start punching at it. I can't think of any other idea to relieve my anger.

Peace and love? Haha.