Carpe Diem

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Spa Castle and Other Mommy News

I have exactly a week left now. 6 Days actually, since it's 1:37-ish in the morning. I feel like I'm running out of breath. The sand in the clock is falling too fast. The second arm is trying to win a race I don't want it to be even a part of. Please, slow down. Please, stop. I don't want to go. I don't want to let go. I don't want to let go of all the things and people that helped me make so many happy memories here. I don't want to leave you. I want to take you all with me, but I can't. So please, stop.


Spa Castle (or In Spa, as it used to be called) was actually pretty really amazing! It had the swimming pools that shot out jets of water onto your back and butt. They had many different sauna rooms. They even had an ice room, where the walls are literally made of ice. Except it was all melting. Probably because we were there ;)

But you know, in the end, it really was not worth $35. It was for people with money. For people who have enough time and money for those sort of things. Or for people like us, who just wanted to see what it was like. And decided it was not worth it.

At least, I get to say I have been there and experienced it, unlike those who have to live through other people's experiences. I've "been there, done that."

IN OTHER NEWS.
Mom should be able to understand my point of view. I want to live the world, so I won't have any regrets. Especially the regrets I have because I did not do something. It's totally fine if I regret doing something. But to me, I would hate to regret it because I didn't do it. I would rather do it, experience it, waste time on it, and actually have an opinion on it, instead of listening to other's opinions and then making my own opinion after that.

My mom and I, we don't see eye to eye. She would rather have me regret it because I didn't do it. She doesn't want me to waste the time and money, I guess. But, why do we live if we're not going to experience what the world can give us?

And I mean it, seriously. What are you doing here?

I don't know about you, but I'm here to experience. I don't mean, go out and do whatever the hell you would like in this one day. You'll probably wreck your lives if you decided to do that. Don't do that. I mean it, you'll ruin your lives.

I mean, when the opportunity comes and you have what it takes, take it.

And I should really take my own advice and chase after all the opportunities I have. I try, I really do. But sometimes my mom interferes. Many times my mom interferes. My short budget interferes. And my laziness interferes. I would love to get off my butt and join others in experiencing whatever there is to experience. But since we're all human and imperfect... I guess we can't get everything there is.

By the way, I made the background on Artweaver (it's like PhotoShop but it's free).

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